23 May 07'

I'm in fuck shit this time around!!! Really Holy fucking Shit!!!!

Due to my "Fucking excellent Results" I have to the Bloody Fucking principal in my fucking School. I have to face with the fear of meeting him, the fear of his blasting, the fear of being sent back to Sec 3, Send back to the N levels, All the other Shit!!
This few days I've reflected on my Dumb fucking "great" Results. i found that the main reasons are that I've started my revision too late, my understanding wasn't there because i was too busy copying note like a photocopier. Also i did not spent enough time to practice what Ever Shit i learn all the while. I've been a little too distracted by my surroundings, but since young i have always been easily distracted easily. I just cannot concentrate, up till now i still dunno why?.

Is music distracting me??
FAQ From my Bloody parents

Nah!! Music Helps a person to concentrate more, but it counts with the type of genre u hear.


25 May 07'

Fuck And Fuck again!!! I have to meet the Vice-principal later. I'm So Scared that something Bad may happen. What some people had said was right. Why didn't i start earlier? Why wait till i get into deep shit to release all this? Why am i so Fucking Lazy?
All the Whys and no Action?
I'm so afraid that i might lose everything that i have accumulated for my self. My advisor post in NCC. or even my rights to study in 4A!!
I'm just stress out by all the Bad possibility that can happen. In this kind of situation There can only be Bad turn outs. Many would have said that I'm being pessimistic but i m force by my surrounding to be such a person.
I just want to scream out loud!! I'm just so stress out by The Vice-principal even without seeing her yet!!
Why must i be in Such Deep Shit again??
And dammit my Class position this time round was the Last in class.
Why can't i just study??


".........sigh............"

Life's but full of misery


In a few hours time shall be the time I'll depart from this world. At 2.15, The time would have come. The meeting of the vice Principal.
Hope i won't get so much scolding! but this hope would most likely not come true.

Damned my Life!!
I Hate Myself for all this shit!!!

"........Sigh........."

Flying off
Shawn Koh .Z. K

That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed

[Name] Shawn Koh Z.K.
[Second Name] Enduran
[Chinese Name] 许肇康
[Age] 18
[First Cry] 16121991
[School] Millennia Institute
[Class] 09B6/10B5/10B4

\m/ The ROCKER \m/

I AM SHAWN
I AM Enduran

I AM a Violinist
I AM a Guitarist
I AM a First Sergeant(Expired)
I AM a Linkin park Fan
I AM a Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Fan
I AM a Alter Bridge Fan
I AM a Creed Fan
I AM a Student
I AM an Outward Bounder
I AM a Proud owner of an ASUS X61G
I AM a Floorballer

I LIKE Airplanes
I LIKE Helicopters
I LIKE my
I LIKE my Story books
I LIKE my X-Box

I LOVE Music
I LOVE Myself
I LOVE my Violin
I LOVE my Guitar ~ Rally GL-300 Trans Amber (named Amber)
I LOVE my ASUS X61G

I NEED a PRS Guitar (SE Custom 24/SE Tremonti/SE Torero)
I NEED a Taylor Ce614 acoustic Guitar
I NEED a Mashall Amp/ Mesa Boogies Amp
I NEED plenty of Effect pedals
I NEED more Music in my life
I NEED more personal Space
I NEED to lose weight

I HATE Backstabbers
I HATE people that hate me for no reason(s)
I HATE People to pressurise me
I HATE having no FREEDOM

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