Ouh Great... i finally got back to school after that 7 Days.....
However instead of actually cheering up more. As always depressing Results and outcomes over took every body's already troubled minds.
I, of course weren't spared also. Once again History resurfaced. Once again I flunk my examinations. Virtually failing all my H2 examination.
Again that atrocious set of results set me all messed up. And finally this year, the Numb-ness against virtually flunking a major examination fade away. The Hit was Hard alright.
Once thought that it was a fresh new start in MI. Thinking if i just push a little harder than the very minimal effort place in the Lousy O level would do the trick. However, Promotional Examination gave me a harsh reality check!!!
Oh So innocent me!!! What the Fuck was i thinking??? Trying to get away with that same bloody Study attitude i thought was so pretty true.... Thinking that that dumb "determination" could work?? Dream on you faggot Shawn. Its the harsh insane Route u chose.
Now Why am i just basing everything on the stupid excuse that " Oh Fuck!!! I didn't know What the Fuck to expect... So..... oppssss i fucking Fail....."
Grr..... i just wish to fucking bang the wall right now.....
How retarded can I possibly get???
What set me thinking very hard about what i should really do with my life right now was what was commented. If this were to persist, I could well off be expel from the School. with the reason " Oh!!! Due to your result we find that u are not suited for a A level path"
Scary but true...
I so do not what that to really happen. I Chose to take this path to Prove....
Evidences just got flunked down the drain.
I'm Fucked up once again.
Lost in the Atrocity of my Epic Failure.
What the fuck am i to change now?
This is Preposterous.
That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
I WANNA GO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
It has been living hell this 3 days.
Caught a terrible fever that left me hanging half dead...
Woke up Thursday morning already feeling unwell. However i still press on the School.
Met Soonkee on the train to school. we Chat alot about Promos.
However my headache was getting worst by the seconds.
Damn the bus driver. Delay the trip to school by a hell long time.
Luckily we were not considered Late due to the "technical Failure of the bus drivers brain"
Once in class, everyone was like... Eh?? u not late meh?
There after i took my tempreture as usual. To my horror.. It was 37.8. Great now its really a fever. Because i just arrived in class and havent got a chance to cool down. it was said to be unaccurate. So i took again after some time. And it went to 37.9. Gosh!!!
I was Sent to the infirmatary. Temperture taken again. Reflected that i was an error on my Themometer. Went back for Geog Lesson. Slept therought the lesson because i wasnt feeling well. Woke up at the end of lesson to report back to the infirmatary to be sent home.
At home. It was like hell. I was very sick. No appitite. Couldnt eat a single thing. Went without food and water for the whole of Thursday.
Friday was better. At least i am able to eat something....
Wasted my life on Friday watching a few movies at one shot. Movie marathon.
Saturday, i woke up to hell again. With a Overly paranoid mother going insane. Just one accidental wrong move. The kitchen was smash...
WTF is wrong.....
Fuck it...
Ouh.. i so hope i can get back to school on Monday. There Photo shoot that i cannot miss!!!
That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
A week of good rest had past and the Hectic school life's goiong to start again. How i dread its Arrival tomorrow........Gawd!!!
This 1 week Break has brought me much fun!!! The many events i went for and plan for.
Monday and Tuesday was with My own family.
Wednesday was when the real Fun begin. Went Jamming with my new found Class Band. With the line up of, Lead Guitar, ME!!, Rhythm Guitar Kim, Bassist, Jed, Drum Yikiat. Keyboard John and the best Vocalist Rachel!!
Booked the studio the day before. Met up at 4 for the session at 4.30.
We played New Divide - Linkinpark Cover and Decode - Paramore Cover.
JAMMING WAS AWESOME!!! GREAT SUCCESS!!!! SHALL WE JAM AGAIN??
There after i brought the Band to the field beside Clark Quay to slack and WATCH IFO fly!!! My 2nd hobby. And finally i found out how i can Join them!!!
Thursday was a Movie marathon at Jed's place.
It was at Ang Mo kio, My second Home town.
Had a great time.
And finally had a chance to use my HDMI output. The quality was fantastic!!!
Friday.
An unplanned Hike at Hortpark and Henderson Bridge.
Celebrated Afiqah birthday in advance.
There after i went to Goflykite to get my kite checked.
Saturday. Spent the day with David. Gosh sis a bit of catching up. And HELL lot of walking!!! U good Make me walk like siao.
Went to Goflykite to retrive my kite.
DAMMIT!!! I'M GONNA NEED $250 TO REFURBISH MY KITE. TO MAKE IT AIRWORTHY!!!
SHOULD HAVE WENT STRAIGHT TOTHEM SINCE DECEMBER.
GOSH!!!
I NEED $$$$ FOR MY KITE!!!
Finally Sunday was spent slacking and going out with Family...
And i so DREAD tml....
I DONT WANT SCHOOL TO START SO SOON!!!! NOT PREPARED TO GO FOR ANOTHER ROUND OF HELL!!!!!
That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
Gosh I've been so crazy that i almost forgot i had this blog...... So much for trying to be an "avid" blogger...
The Post Examination week so far has been Okay.....
Got a new Game to play. Dawn of war.
Been quite hooked up by the game.
Monday -WATCH ICE AGE 3: DAWN OF THE DINOSAURS IN 3D WITH MY FAMILY!!!! IT WAS DARN NICE!!!
Tuesday - Was Dug right out of bed at a freaking early time. 6am... Dang!!!! It was crazy....
Walk/Run with my mother....
There after i had to comply with all orders given by my mother.... Father's instruction.... It always boils down to them wanting me to be a PERFECT human being....
Whatever............
Will be off to JAM with Kim Rachel Jed John ChinSiang later. Hope it goes down well....
That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
Urgh!!!! Finally the Examination Fever has Gone down.( At least for me!) Gosh Good luck to those who still have examinations for the Rest of the Other Subjects.
The Examination week wasn't as much torture to me like that of the past. Did not have as much fear and Stress like back in the Old days n AMKSS and Mayflower. Aha! Those were Hell Trust me!!
Mon - Management of Business H2
Quite ok. Went on quite smooth. Hope to pass
Tue - Economics H2
Dam!! Limited Time to finish the paper. Need more time please!!!!
Tue - Chinese H1
Please Kill my Paper 1. Burn the Essay i did!!! Forgot to bring Dictionary!!! (dumbass) Did only like 10% of the Essay. However Completed the Paper 2 in Full!!!!!!
Wed - Mathematics H1
DEE JAA VUUU!!!!! Like that of my Additional Mathematics O level examination feel. But the paper was Do-a-ble. Still had time to Shit (WTF)
Thurs - GEOGraphy H2
Best!!! I was late for the paper. Had my recurrance of Uvela swelling again. Gosh!! I freaked out in the Morning. Too Tramatised for the Section A of my Paper 1 Gosh!!! But Essay went well.
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About Today now...
I woke up shocked. Tramatised. My Uvela Swelled again. A Recurrence more serious then the rest that i had. To add to the Panick me. I was having my Geography paper today. How great can a Day get!!!
Left for school very late. And was late for Examination. how great can it get.......
For too tramatised to think. I guess i flung my Section A the paper....
An unlucky day it was.... Uvela Swell, Late for Exam, Took the Train the wrong Direction...(went to AMK WTF).
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PEOPLE!!!! EXAMINATION ARE OVER!!!!! THE TIME OF PLAY HAS COME!!!! FUN PLEASE RISE AND LEAD THY PEOPLE TO THE OTHER DIMENSION OF FUN AND GAME!!!
WELCOME TO THE PARTYING DIMENSION!!!!!
That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
