History has resurfaced itself again. My Fucking results for the mid-year examination!!!!! I Practically Failed everything. Even thought I've improve in some of the subject, for example, My Social studies. With this result I'm just going on the route of hell in my house. Sometimes i really wonder, how would u fail your examination if you did study? The World is just so torturous!! Stress is taking over people mind!! Through the new i learnt that the number of death due to stress had increase a record high of 180%. But this test was only done for working class adults. What about students? Have they forgotten the students of the 21th century?

Form my point of view, the 21th century students are gaining more and more stress prior to the advancement of the modern world society. The current university degree is just a mere "O" lvl cert in the working world. Many Graduate are finding hard to secure a job.

Looking at these large advancement in the society, it stressful for students as the country would look at them as they are the next generation of all things to happen.

Back to topic

So, With all my failure in the examination, i might lose all my freedom of attending my IACE course, my Fokker 50 ride, my NCC Day parade, my training for the rest of the year, My Advisor post on my NCC Unit, my crumpler bag and many more good things bundled up with my results!!!
I'm so afraid to break the news to my mother. She would cry like fuck once again especially when all 3 of us are not doing well in school. Than I'll have to face hours and hours of lecturing from everyone. Hours of Hell in temperature ranging from 199*C to 444*C.( learnt from my Physic Textbook) Until now I'm haven't resent to the fact that I've fail once again. I had study hard. Slaught like mad. Tried to revise as much as possible. in a short period of time. I guess the main reason is that i started late.
I still ponder over what went wrong in my method of studying? What the Fuck is wrong? I feel so confused, so lost in the world of failing. The world of F9s isn't a place for a person like me. I cannot stay in this region but How?? How the hell am i going to pick everything up for The holy Fuck End-year Examination.

I need someone to advise me on studying skills but who? My parents certainly will Murder me before i say a single word. My teachers?? They seem to be far to busy and i always have this phobia of talking to teachers. Find the counsellor?? No Way!! I've been through that in Primary school and it's just: Useless. My problem wasn't solve. Don't ask me what the hell is that problem, i dun wanna say. Talk to friends?? Ya, like as if they give a fucking dam about me??

"......sigh....." Life is nothing but mere stress increasing.

Now moving on to another Topic.

"Bang" goes the swooping ball. Hit my head and there goes my spectacles. Now I'm Posting blog entry without my specs. I'm as blind as a Bat at this moment. Straining my eyes to type this entry. to not have ant casualty in a soccer is almost impossible. But why does it have to always me? And its always my bloody specs!!
After school at 10 am. I went straight home with Eric. He Wanted to Buy the bloody Electronic Dictionary that failed me. By the time we went to that dumb corner stall, it was already a " Sorry hor? we do not have the stock at the moment. maybe u come back in July??"
Our reaction was " WHAT THE FUCK?? How Can this be possible?? The Blary O Lvl Chinese is on the 28 of May!! Are they cursing us to fail our Os??"

After that Eric went home disappointed and i went home Blind without my second eye : the specs.
Soon after sending my Sister to school, i went to make my specs. I bought a Blue colour one. A new colour to my collection of specs.

Okie..... Its time for my Dinner. So hungry!!

Hope i can pass through this critical moment of time

Flying off
Shawn Koh Z. K.

That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed

[Name] Shawn Koh Z.K.
[Second Name] Enduran
[Chinese Name] 许肇康
[Age] 18
[First Cry] 16121991
[School] Millennia Institute
[Class] 09B6/10B5/10B4

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I AM SHAWN
I AM Enduran

I AM a Violinist
I AM a Guitarist
I AM a First Sergeant(Expired)
I AM a Linkin park Fan
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I AM a Alter Bridge Fan
I AM a Creed Fan
I AM a Student
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I AM a Proud owner of an ASUS X61G
I AM a Floorballer

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I NEED a Taylor Ce614 acoustic Guitar
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I NEED more Music in my life
I NEED more personal Space
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