Weird!! Weird!! Weird!!
My Luck meter This period has been going high. What have i done to deserve this type of good luck??
I Failed my exam like .......
Don't want to Talk about it
Anyways..........
I've finally change my dam Nerdy specs to a nice new one. Yippee!! A New look at last!!
I'll post the picture below.
Also due to the high running luck, I meet one of my main Objective. To get a new monitor of 19". It is a Viewsonic VA 903b, Costing at a price of 258 bucks (if i didn't remember wrongly) the graphics are good (for my standard) Now my Computer desk Looks more Professional. With all the mess cleared, And with my new monitor!!
Wonder what had gotten into my Dad. He Just Told me about the monitor we saw at Courts just now, at Compass point. To me at that moment was a "Ya, good lor" case, But i never would guess that he actually Said " Shawn!! Kenneth!! Go and choose the best packaging for that monitor, I'm getting it!!"
That was a shocking moment. I thought that he was only notifying us about the price of monitors because the old one was jumping like a cat on a hot brick. This was the second time we experience this type of consternation. The first time was when we got the current car. A Honda Stream. We Children was playing around the show room when we saw our parents at the table discussing. As Curiosity gotten into us we went there to disturb my parents. To our amazement, my father was about to sign the papers to sell that current car, and Acquire the current car, Honda Stream, a MPV Fit to Sit up to 10 passengers (illegal).
Tomorrow shall be the day i might break the Failure news to my parents. And all that i get at the moment might just be the last things i see. My SURNAME. My monitor might get smach?? My Specs taken away. My Handphone Locked away. Bared From touching the computer for the rest of my life. my NCC day parade. Maybe My IACE. My Fokker 50 ride. My Advisor post. My trainings for the rest of the year and next year. My Crumpler.
I might have to face my mothers mindless crying again. My fathers Mindless Screams and shouting. The intense Mood for tomorrow just brings shivers to my spines. I have much fear for all this things since young. Every year at gets worst and worst. Especially this year when Both my siblings do badly for examination too.
"..........sigh............"
I Sigh for the dull and forsaken life i have. All the terrible thing that heppens to me. Why must everything happen to me?? WHY!!???
Who wants my type of parents??? Please TAG And tell me!!!!!!
Please TELL ME!!!!!!!
'.....................Sigh......................"
Am i a Sad person??
Or Am i just a Emo guy??
Who am i??
Who is this failure in everything??
Why do i fail in everything??
Why!!!!
Why???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Guess i suck!!
Heres The picture of my new specs as stated ubove
My New specsFlying off
Shawn Koh Z. K.
That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
The Violin got mysteriously bowed
