A Day with so many happening... just so many...
Here's me Documenting it ony my Blog....

Yea... its just the time whereby i always get these Presentiments about examination results. Year in year out... Examination after examinations.... period after period...
i just get more and more presentiments about these examination...

And usually this presentiments comes true... Failing prectically everything that i have to take to proceed on to tertiary education... I want sooooo badly to just get on to a junior college... To show everyone that it isnt curse to get into one though one is in a lousy Stream in secondary school.

I do know very well that it would take a very great effort to get into one. And again my results year in year out isnt promising or near promising at all....
They are just F9s and nothing else. Its practically underlined on all 6 subjects...
Everyone on earth take it that it just a joke that i want soo badly to go to a JC...

I just hate it... i must show to the greater Audience that i can do it....

Also many things add to the "result anxiety",

It was just like any other sunday whereby the entire family went to Junction 8 in Bishan to send my sister for her English course. On the way there, my father car got a kiss from the back.
A loud "POM" shock the better of us... And that was the main spoil for the day....
It was bad enought to have the front Number plate bended. and now the entire tail bumber was bend right throught...
My father was fed up totally...
Last Sunday it was the front, now the back...

Everyone was in a state of shock.. even the driver who hit us. I would say that he is responsible. He kept ensuring the everyone was safe and sound. Deep down i also know clearly that he did this for himself too...
Just think who would want to be stuck in an accident with much casuaties. There were 5 lives aboard my father's car.

The Kiss was shocking enought. It let to my father very upset the entire evening. So upset and deep in thought that he even broke a bowl during the mid-autumn festival dinner at my Paternal grandparents house.
From that Bowl i can sense the presentiment in the days to come.

I had always known my father as a very safe driver. Always abidding the road safty law. He always ensure safety in his driving. Unlike those other in the family. They Dart around so recklessly. Even F1 racer drive safer than them on normal roads.

The anxiety has got the better of me. Causing me my beauty sleep.
I very sure i did my best in the Prelims... I hope i didnt screw up... But these... i just never have any confidence at all. Its What The Hell man!! The last school internal Examination.. The Last examination in ANG MO KIO SECONDARY SCHOOL.

GOD THESE PRESENTIMENTS......THESE ANXIETY......

I cant Get to sleep!!!!!!!!!!! GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed

ARH!!!! DAm!!!!!

Why on earth do i keep Falling Sick!!!!

First Common flu....

Next The Infamous 100 Day cough.....

Than a fever....

Than Stomach flu

Followed by strangling Intestines

A Few heartburns

Now.....

A weezing cough
Running nose


Damn Man!!!! how to study like this???

I only can blame all this on the bloody vacinne last year for the Chong Qing trip...
Once after the vaccine i kept falling sick!!!

Supposingly it prevents FLU
But than again i keep contracting FLU!!1

So what the Irony behind a vaccine???

That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed

[Name] Shawn Koh Z.K.
[Second Name] Enduran
[Chinese Name] 许肇康
[Age] 18
[First Cry] 16121991
[School] Millennia Institute
[Class] 09B6/10B5/10B4

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I AM SHAWN
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