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Monday, July 26, 2010 @7/26/2010 12:26:00 AM

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That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed

Monday, July 19, 2010 @7/19/2010 12:25:00 AM

Anxiety.

Its school again tomorrow....

I'm so worried about my results from Promos 1.

The Problem lies with Atychipobia. I've been failing since Secondary 3, so much that I've forgotten what it's like to pass, forgot how to pass....

I'm just so afraid if failing and being kicked out of school left with nowhere to go but the army....

God save me...... I'm praying so hard that I can survive the academic rigor of the Singapore Education system.

Please let me pass!!!!




That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed

Sunday, July 4, 2010 @7/04/2010 01:21:00 AM

Right.... So Promotional Examination One has just ended and pass. Time flies, and its going to be that time of the year whereby I fear the results and the failure again. Parent and the teacher meeting up. Teacher's complaining their hearts out on how pathetic the child is and should drop school all together and forget studies. How much the teachers hope to get us gone....

I'm so hoping that i can score and pass this examination. My father has been nagging and wanting me to get an A in every Single subject this year. Is it possible? Seriously i doubt my own ability.
Everyone says, "Have confidence! Oi you studied for it!!! I didn't!". Doesn't mean that I have studied i'm suppose to A everything. I've never pass an Exam since secondary 3. Guess I've pretty much forgot how it feels to pass anything at all.

This time around, i'm real scare. Its my last shot at academics. If i break it, i'm going to be sentences to life imprisonment in the Army and probably risk the chance of being disowned and disgrace to the family. No rights to do anything at all. No home no identity, as good as dead.
This is no Joke people. Welcome to my family.

Already the Maternal side clearly disregards me. I'm just the darkhorse, the black sheep of the family. When the whole world goes to Special, here i am dying with the "reject" in Normal Academic (no offence taken here, it how they see us). When they all move on to Raffles, its Millennia for the lose for me. In addition, the retention.
Seem like moving on to A level doesn't seem to raise any attention at all.

I'm still cool with the whole you are hopeless and shouldn't be born into this "highly superior intelligent" family. But you just can't resist insulting and blame my life's interest don't you?
Maybe this world doesn't accommodate music at all or does it? Seem that we musician shouldn't exist in this highly sport and intelligent lead society. Are we social misfits or are we just plain stupid altogether? Is this just happening in Singapore alone or is this stereotypes spreading across the globe?
Done my own Participative Observation (MassMediaResearch!!!!). Within my schooling years, Primary school, Secondary school, Extended Junior College. In Primary school, my love for music was cultivated by the struggle to stay trendy? Having an ECA seem to be the trend back than, and so i joined a Performing art, String Ensemble (on-some-ber).
While in a Performing Art CCA, you are at the social rejects category. You are Nobody.
Secondary school, i decided, change I need (so Obama). I joined NCC (AIR). The social meter showed a jump to the mid-section. Many knew me as the "Air one".
In MI, I decided, Primary school Performing Art, Secondary school, Uniform Group, so Tertiary, It shall be Sports.
I took up Rugby, instantly!! I became popular. "Woah! you from Rugby right???!!! How awesome!" and the moment you quit. "*silence*" "Who the heck are you again?"

Notice the problem with Sports?

Back to family. So you just can't resist insulting and blame my life's interest don't you?

My Love for Guitar isn't my downfall! Its isn't my Mother fault that i fall in love with music altogether!
My Guitar is my remaining asset to keep me sane in this insane world. You should shut up when you do not know of the essences of Music. So what if i keep failing? No everyone on earth is as intelligent as you all.

This is all getting out of hand. Just don't make me burst out. There could be dire consequences. I'm not part of the Generation which bow to elders blindly. No matter your rank, seniority, if you fuck with me, i'll fuck you up.

So stop fucking my life, my intelligence, my love for Music and blaming my parent for makeing me "stupid"(in your fucked-up concept in those narrow-minded stereotype).

Get this in your already fucked nutshell! I'm going to make it in life, and i will pursue Music as a career one way or the other. Just you wait and see.

_l_

That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed

Friday, July 2, 2010 @7/02/2010 01:10:00 AM

Day 1 of WAR! Status Report: General Black! We have somehow manage to survive MOB. It wasn't a good battle, we suffered an above average damage. We should have enough supplies to last us through the next 3 days of WAR. Troopers! Fall in! WE need to get ready for Chinese and Econs! Pens ink up! Pencil Lead up! Eraser and CorrectionTape! Recharge! We're going to conquer more!


Day 2 of WAR! Status Report: General Black! we are unable to conquer CHINESE! We lost many of our Pens! There was a huge Mental Blockage at ECONS but we manage to survive through barely! General! We need to restock and prepare for battle Day 3, MATHS we shall kill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Day 3 of WAR! Status Report: General Black! Status report:We have crushed MATHS right in the face! Good Work. Now we are left with GEOG on the last day of Battle! all PENS PENCILS ERASER and CORRECTIONTAPE! Gather! WE need the final full strength for battle. WE are going to win this! OK Fall out! and get ready!


Day 4 of WAR! Status Report: General Black! We have survived GEOG successfully with Moderate casualties. Now we therefore conclude WAR against Exams.

Troopers of PENS, PENCIL, ERASERS and Correction-tape!!!! To those who has survived! Good work at War! You have fight well and deserve to be applauded!

Company Attention! Salute*
Company Dismiss!


General Black - Black Pilot BETTER retractable Fine
Pens - Assorted coloured pens in my Pencil case
Eraser - Pentel Hi-Polymer Soft
CorrectionTape - Tombo Mono CX4 4.2mm*10M

That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed

. Who am I??

[Name] Shawn Koh Z.K.
[Second Name] Enduran
[Chinese Name] 许肇康
[Age] 18
[First Cry] 16121991
[School] Millennia Institute
[Class] 09B6/10B5/10B4

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I AM SHAWN
I AM Enduran

I AM a Violinist
I AM a Guitarist
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I NEED a Taylor Ce614 acoustic Guitar
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