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Friday, July 24, 2009 @7/24/2009 10:54:00 PM

Ouh Great... i finally got back to school after that 7 Days.....

However instead of actually cheering up more. As always depressing Results and outcomes over took every body's already troubled minds.

I, of course weren't spared also. Once again History resurfaced. Once again I flunk my examinations. Virtually failing all my H2 examination.

Again that atrocious set of results set me all messed up. And finally this year, the Numb-ness against virtually flunking a major examination fade away. The Hit was Hard alright.

Once thought that it was a fresh new start in MI. Thinking if i just push a little harder than the very minimal effort place in the Lousy O level would do the trick. However, Promotional Examination gave me a harsh reality check!!!

Oh So innocent me!!! What the Fuck was i thinking??? Trying to get away with that same bloody Study attitude i thought was so pretty true.... Thinking that that dumb "determination" could work?? Dream on you faggot Shawn. Its the harsh insane Route u chose.

Now Why am i just basing everything on the stupid excuse that " Oh Fuck!!! I didn't know What the Fuck to expect... So..... oppssss i fucking Fail....."
Grr..... i just wish to fucking bang the wall right now.....
How retarded can I possibly get???

What set me thinking very hard about what i should really do with my life right now was what was commented. If this were to persist, I could well off be expel from the School. with the reason " Oh!!! Due to your result we find that u are not suited for a A level path"
Scary but true...

I so do not what that to really happen. I Chose to take this path to Prove....
Evidences just got flunked down the drain.

I'm Fucked up once again.

Lost in the Atrocity of my Epic Failure.

What the fuck am i to change now?

This is Preposterous.

That Guitar Strummed again
The Violin got mysteriously bowed

. Who am I??

[Name] Shawn Koh Z.K.
[Second Name] Enduran
[Chinese Name] 许肇康
[Age] 18
[First Cry] 16121991
[School] Millennia Institute
[Class] 09B6/10B5/10B4

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I AM SHAWN
I AM Enduran

I AM a Violinist
I AM a Guitarist
I AM a First Sergeant(Expired)
I AM a Linkin park Fan
I AM a Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Fan
I AM a Alter Bridge Fan
I AM a Creed Fan
I AM a Student
I AM an Outward Bounder
I AM a Proud owner of an ASUS X61G
I AM a Floorballer

I LIKE Airplanes
I LIKE Helicopters
I LIKE my
I LIKE my Story books
I LIKE my X-Box

I LOVE Music
I LOVE Myself
I LOVE my Violin
I LOVE my Guitar ~ Rally GL-300 Trans Amber (named Amber)
I LOVE my ASUS X61G

I NEED a PRS Guitar (SE Custom 24/SE Tremonti/SE Torero)
I NEED a Taylor Ce614 acoustic Guitar
I NEED a Mashall Amp/ Mesa Boogies Amp
I NEED plenty of Effect pedals
I NEED more Music in my life
I NEED more personal Space
I NEED to lose weight

I HATE Backstabbers
I HATE people that hate me for no reason(s)
I HATE People to pressurise me
I HATE having no FREEDOM

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